Tomorrow Is a New Day to Conquer!

I have been nervous to write on the blog the past few days.
Although I had tremendous success this past week, I have also killed my success with a very powerful bout of binge eating.  So much so that I actually considered (but did not follow through) with purging.  I know that is a huge struggle for a lot of people, men and women alike, and I also know that if I were to start and get the results I want, I may just have a very difficult time stopping.
So, I choked it down and instead wallowed in self-pity and loathing.  Such a better choice, right? . . . .
Yeah, anyways.
So, I have halfheartedly recommitted myself to weight loss.  That is, until I stepped on the scale tonight and noticed all my hard work is going down the drain!
There is no way I am going to give up and give in to the chocolate, sugar, and oh-so-delicious Mexican food.  Plus, I have been feeling sick after eating all this lousy food, and that is just wrong!  I must choose good food so I can feel good.
I spoke with one of my closest, dearest friends today.  She and I have been friends since we were lil' babes.  She knows me like most people never will.  She encouraged me and lifted me up.  By the time I was done talking with her, I wanted to go running till I hit onederland.  But, alas, my son is in bed with my hubbs at work.  Plus, it snowed today (bane of my existence) and there is no way I am going out in that.  What's a mother to do?  I cleaned. 
Dishes, wiping down counters, cleaning the oven, vaccumming and laundry.  Yes, an hours' worth of cleaning and I am ready to go. 
Tomorrow is a new day and I will conquer it!

PS-If you are wondering where all the pictures are of my life and all that--they are coming.  I need to find a cable that my son "discovered" and hid from me before I can get my pictures off my camera.  :)